Today I started my first ever retail job. I don’t love it. But I think I need to stick it out for the summer just to make money. I’m really not a retail store kinda girl. Not my style. Oh well. It’s a learning experience and I need to make the best of it. Maybe it will get better as the summer goes on.
I finally decided to take come control back to my life. I wish I could tell you how, but I can’t just yet. Tomorrow I will. Just know that I’m trying to be happier, I’m trying to shake this depression but its really hard. But know that what I’ll tell you tomorrow makes me happy. I’ll explain everything tomorrow. This will all make sense.